7:11 PM
wad a day.. wake up this morning dun knoe send wad msg to alex.. think he will be very angry ba.. but i dun knoe y i will dream this kind of things lei.. maybe i still love him? or maybe not.. aiya.. now i juz need to throw all the feeling for him aside n study.. the only thing i will do now is study hard.. i wan to prove to ppl that i am not a good for nothing girl.. i have my own life.. i love myself n my children.. nobody can take them away from me.. sorry that i will to say this.. becuz i got nothing left already.. very sian.. 160 days to go.. hope to see my little one soon.. 9 more days for my next check up.. hope to see my baby whether is boy or a girl.. i must stay happy even alex is not with me already.. i must let him know that even without him i will be happy.. n more happiness will come in later part..